i began preparing for CLAT, a month later, AIR 148 got me into NUJS, and got me to Kolkata Kolkata is beautiful, its a place I never hope to leave, the city is filled with love & life, it keeps me going trouble overwhelmed life as the cracks began to burst, Depression & Social Anxiety Disorder, common but hidden crashed into my life, for no obvious reason, maybe it was always there, waiting to emerge, anyway, adventures didn't stop in Kolkata, AIESEC, Indian Mediation Week & tons of food, i love to walk, and i walked around as much as I could, the only thing I didn't do was fight, i didn't fight my lows, didn't run from the cave, went in, sat comfortably in the corner, pulled a blanket over the cracks, & avoided them but you can't hide forever, the blanket withered away & the cracks showed to the world, it was hard, i mean it is hard, but I came full circle, in 2004 I left home for an adventure, i fought for 16 years on my own, solved my own issues, but finally in 2020, when everything was too much, i ran back into the arms of my parents, family - helped me through my cracks, they are healing now because of two people only, mom & dad - I returned to writing, finished my next book, revived this page, & lastly, founded Felicity. ? because they were beside me, helping. Full Circle. #bshubhamb