Hey there. I don't know about you but I was listening to this song on Spotify, while my eyes closed and all of a sudden I saw glimpses of our moments spent together as if a slow slideshow is projected by my brain over my Retina. All our first and lasts.... *a deep and heavy sigh* //exhaling all my breath out, hoping that if I inhale again I could somehow smell your aura which I dissolved within me, each time we kissed. // I have literally no idea of why I'm writing this, it's maybe because I am so done by talking about you to myself that the writer within me is forcing me to let it all out; or maybe it's because I seriously want to make you stand right infront of me while grabbing my waist with your left hand and pulling me closer, while caressing my cheeks softly with your right hand , saying my name at the end of those three words (our heart still feels heavy within the burden of) and then marking your signature with your lips on my forehead. Whatever is the reason of this letter, I am unable to find the exact words to talk to you because there's so much to tell you in my head. But most importantly, I want you to know that I miss your morning face during our VCs and your sleepy voice on those late night calls. //no doubt you sounded sexy in that voice// I was listening to "Dekha hazaro dafa" when I started writing this. (I hope you remember the day we sang it together, hugging each other when I was sitting on your laps under that open sky with no moon but thousands of stars to witness our moment of love.) I so wish to hug you right now. And as I'm penning this down, even my heart is denying to hold it anymore. //*splash* umm... A tear just flickered down my eyes. No I'm not crying dumbo. I'm just missing you.// -Aditi #creatorshala #blog #blogger #blogging #fashion #photography #earphones #spotify #writer #artist #writing #lifestyle #other #music #art

Hi guys hope you are doing great ❤️ just love the way this look turned out . . . I just love the red and black combo what about you guys? #contentcreator #creatorshala #redboldlips #glammakeup

Pencil drawing of @anirudhofficial ?? Steadler+ charcoal on canson paper @cansonpaper #anirudhravichander #art#artist #music #artsy #creator #creatorshala #tamil #malyalam #artgallery

? Chatpata Tikka Bites ? This is a spicy, flavourful and crispy snack that will go perfectly with your evening tea. A crispy snack that melt in the mouth are these pan fried chatpata tikka bites made with rava, potato, and some spices. They are easy and quick to make and serve as a nice party snack or a finger food. INGREDIENTS Water – 3 cups Semolina – 2 cups Finely chopped onion – 1 Boiled and grated potatoes -2 cup Salt as per taste Red chilli flakes – 2 tsp Finely chopped coriander Rice flour – 2 tbsp Pav bhaji masala – 2 tsp Method– To make sooji tikka bites ake a pan add water and boil water. Add sooji into water, after a boil, mix well without lumps. Add Finely chopped onion, Boiled and grated potatoes and mix well. Add Salt as per taste, Red chilli flakes, finely chopped coriander and mix well. Turn off flame & let it cool little. Add rice flour, Pav bhaji masala and mix well. Take a tray. Add oil & grease tray with oil. Transfer tikka mix and spread. Set in fridge for 1 hour or cover with silver foil or clig wrap and set for 30 mins. After 1 hour remove from fridge cut into pieces. In a pan add 2 tbsp oil and let it heat. Shallow fry tikka’s. Flip and fry until golden crisp. Chatpata tikka bites are ready to serve…Enjoy!!! #tikkabites #snacks #eveningsnacks #uzmaseasyrecipes #partysnacks #foodphotography #darkfoodphotography #foodblogger #foodiesofinstagram #foodie #foodies #foodiesofcreatorshala #foodbloggersofinstagram #artofplating #foodbloggersofcreatorshala #creatorshala #mumbaifoodblogger #delhifoodblogger #foodblogging #food #foodstyling #foodart #delhifoodie #instafood

I know what it’s like to be emotionally exhausted. And how hard is that you try and explain it to people and you just can’t. You just can’t. How do you find words for, ‘I feel things so deeply and I give so much, sometimes it leaves me empty?’ How do you tell people what’s been bothering you? How to tell them that it’s internally sucking you out so much that you just want to end it all at once because you just can’t tolerate that trauma from the past on daily basis anymore, the memories and pain are so sharp and clear that it still felt like it was yesterday. It’s like you wake up tired because you couldn’t sleep as your thoughts and horrifying memories from the past kept you up and 3 Am welcomed you with familiar loneliness that you’ve grown used to. But still, you have to put a smile on your face so that no one will know how messed up you actually are from inside. So, the people won’t figure out what you have been through, you know what I literally don’t care about the people judging me and tormenting me for what I used to be and for what I have become, without knowing what kind of physical or mental trauma I had been through. They will just assume that you’re fine and doing well just because you’re always cracking up jokes and playing pranks, you are always there when someone needs you to share their thoughts with you but when you look around you are all alone. There are some people who just love so deeply and care so much and give every bit of themselves to others, so much so they don’t have anything for themselves. They are the people who give away parts of themselves to make others feel whole. it’s the same people who hide tears you don’t know about. You have never heard them screaming at the top of their lungs. It’s the same people who feel lonely in a crowd. It’s the same people who look at others in love and wonder when it will be their turn. I know you’re getting tired of trying so hard. I am just tired of pretending that everything is fine even though it isn’t, I am just tired of pretending that I don’t care even, I am just tired of pretending that it never happened to me and I am fine but I am not and it did happen. I am just tired. #Creatorshala #Fashion #Blogger #Creatorshalablogger #Creator #Photography #Influencer #Fashionblogger #Love #Instagram #Contentcreator

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A saree lover!? #creatorshala #portraits #kolkatablogger

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