// ?? ? ℂ?ℕ'? ℍ??? ??? //? Song by - @shawnmendes -- -- You're always on my mind, no matter what. I tried to distract myself by doing stuff like writing or reading or listening to music but there you're in small fragments in everything I write, read, or listen to. There's always a little essence of you in everything I do. I know you think about me too, I just wanna come running to you. Everything feels so pointless without you. I just want to tell you how much I love you and how much you mean to me. I want to give ourselves another go. ?? ?? ??? ???? ???? Even if I am at an amazing place full of scenic beauties with my friends, you're the one constantly 'on my mind'. I've been reminiscing our old moments, all the happy memories, all the highs, and the lows. I didn't sleep last night because after such a long time you sent me a cute heartfelt message and I've been reading it again and again. I got consumed with all the thinking about our stupid mistakes and how we left things. I wanna know what made you sent me the text, do you want to get back together, or were you just hungover either way I was on your mind and you did miss me? Even if you do want to start things from the very beginning, just so know that I want all of you this time - your heart, your body, your mind, your soul everything with "??? ??? ??????? ????????" I know even if you texted me out of the blue because you were feeling lonely or you just wanted to talk with someone and I clicked on your mind even if it was just a one-time thing, I can maintain distance with you respecting your boundaries. At that moment, I knew I was missing that feeling, that love, those pointless talks. I just hate admitting that I miss you and I miss what we had. If possible let's over with a clean slate this time. Because,"?????????? ????? ??????? ?? ? ???'? ???? ???". ~Tanya Shrivastava . . Find me on Ig- @tanyaashrivastavaa . . . . . #Creatorshala #Fashion #Blogger #Creatorshalablogger #Creator #Photography #Influencer #Fashionblogger #Love #Instagram #Contentcreator #Makeup #Beauty #Style #Creatorshalainfluencer #Photooftheday #Lifestyle #Model #Follow #Writer